And then, I dreamt of you, which was strange, I don’t know you that well, or at least, I knew you. But now you are in the land of stars and stripes.
You told me, this is Natalie, am at east now, are you?
I said no, how can I be? When the whole world is contradicting me.
I apologized for being so stereotypical, but she said it’s okay, you’re amassed with contradictions.
No, it’s not me, I shouted, it’s the world, the Universe, contradicting me, I said again. Firmly. Rigidly.
She smiled so gently, and said: “aren’t you tired yet?, I think it is time, don’t you?”
Blood was screaming, howling, rushing through my head, I could feel my eyes burning down my skull: “HOW CAN IT EVER BE THE TIME? My being is craving, my spirituality is sieving, and am trapped in-between”...
And yet, she smiled, that calm, soothing smile, and said: “You are ready.” Let go and let be.
Am I ready?
Will I ever be ready?
Will I ever break-away?
And let be.
For happiness, peace, & sanity, I will continue to pray...
